平靜的海 仍充滿熱情暗浪

呢一兩日好累..兩日lunch time都要take a break...唔似得之前咁..食完飯梗玩陣..on下line咁...maybe係天氣既關係啦..

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呢個月黎又black到痺喎..搞到我心情真係好耐未試過咁複雜..複雜既野同複雜既心情對小時候既我已經夠多啦!that's enough pls!Don't give me more n' again!

I'm a sleeping volcano...pls don't let my magma rises to the summit pinnacle...if not....I'll use up all methods to protect myself..............................