蝕月

我仍然係雙失

搵工...快d搵到工...要快d搵到工...我要快d搵到工

冇人生樂趣

冇energy

冇青春

冇錢

得返.....P同媽咪

人地放暑假...我就失業中

而家返晒學...我仲搵緊工....

我過得好廢呀.....

今日睇完某朋友既blog...諗起曾幾何時我同P都係愛得咁熱情開心...黎到而家...熱情退左...收左變細火...我有工返既時候就日日朝早起身返工.....放工.....返屋企食飯.....食完飯.....佢打X-BOX...我online.....大家都玩到累.....訓覺........起身返工.....放工.....返屋企食飯......食完飯.....佢打X-BOX...我online.....大家都玩到累.....訓覺........起身返工.....放工.....返屋企食飯.....食完飯.....佢打X-BOX...我online.....大家都玩到累.....訓覺........機械式既動作...

好羡慕某朋友同佢女朋友....佢地為暑假尾一齊去旅行而一齊係暑假期間搏命做野搵錢....大學...唔通真係一生人中不可劃決既開心時刻?....反而我呢種....高不成低不就.....其實而家先得21歲.....就好似青春已過咁....同同我差唔多年紀既....有D都仲讀緊書....疏離啦.....有D係大陸讀書...更疏離啦.....以前成日同我行街又o岩傾既一個朋友.....仲結埋婚....生埋仔.....有頭家....咩都唔同晒....唔通仲得閒就出黎去街咁咩......人地都要陪老公...陪仔仔....細過我起碼3年既....冇乜邊個...得一個...大過我既...又好似諗野好成熟咁....同佢地傾計個腦轉得好辛苦....要match佢地講既野同語氣行為.....

而家諗返起....自己連高中都未讀完.....人地讀高中既時候都可以係開心時刻.....而我只係停留左係自己既高一時代....身邊既朋友都係初中高一時識...

好多時我諗好多野...但係又唔做...好似諗住去沖涼...最後又冇沖....諗住飲水....最後又冇飲....諗住搵工....最後又冇搵....諗住減肥....最後又冇減....諗住唱k....最後又冇唱.....諗住去邊度邊度....最後又冇去.....諗住打blog...最後又冇打.....諗住游水....最後又冇游....諗住剪頭髮....最後又冇剪....諗住睇醫生.....最後又冇睇.....諗住訓覺....最後又冇訓....等等等等....實在太多...可能呢個情況好多人都會咁...但係我好似特別多.....總之就係少左份衝勁啦.....怕前面既困難....怕前面既不如意....怕前面既人太多會將我逼返出黎.....或者.....前面既路...我仲未搵到...

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